deaf (part)

you said A you said B you said C
I couldn't figure out the truth
but then I only hear what I want to hear
what did you say? what is your voice like?
I have no idea.
so come winter, come
we'll write down the window
quick, winter quick
before this feeling washed away

I'm not going to be deaf this time
and this trembling hands, I hope they can write down the l, m, n
I'm ready for the worst
I'm ready for the f, n, s
well I'm not but I'm not going to be deaf this time

your voice will be the most effective cure, I know